the way I feel...

Im smiling maybe doing this I can contain the tears cause Im so sad, tired and stressed

I really want to make Celestine's vb better but its IMPOSSIBLE for me I try so many times I do my best but the results are so sucked... the worst part is because I cant make it by myself, asking my friends for help, but the bother feeling dont go away, yeah Im guilty to make them lost their precious time...

Seriously I think in quit I still thinking that cause I dont know where be able to do it, when I see videos of Celestine or draws the feelings above hurt me a lot, is so much the pain than the happiness of seeing nice and good ppl try their best to make her sing

By the moment Im gonna be off of this more time, I dont have the will to continue, only want to be calm and maybe focus in other proyects none UTAU related.